Jul 05, 2004 01:59
i dont really write anymore since i have nothing to really write about - i dont do anything but go to work 6 days a week, and i even worked today on my day off since jason asked me to help him out with it being a request/speciality weekend... i just think of it as more money (not much more, but more nonetheless) and well i didnt have anything else planned (like most of the other times) and wouldve prob just stayed at home, and most likely in bed on my day off...
and im gonna be even more invisible and uninteresting since ill be working double shifts the next two weeks... i know, doesnt it sound so thrilling? i can hardly contain myself...
im not happy and am losing my will and any sort of hope that im ever going to be, or at least just feel better. i just keep getting the message and feeling that my life and things arent ever going to change....
side note:
i and im sure many Yankee fans, if not a large majority, would agree that they would rather have swept the red sox at home then win any of the last 3 against the mets at shea - any day of the week, and twice on sunday...