Jan 26, 2004 12:10
I love it when I'm having a conversation and somebody totally surprises me w/saying something that I would have never thought of myself, but totally agree with. I love that realization. I love knowing that I just learned something that is going to help me understand things better for the rest of my life.
I have a lot of opinions. I always disagree with things in my head and then I don't say them out loud. I dont' have time or energy to be arguing all the time. Plus, I really don't like making people mad and upset. I need to find a balance because I think if I opened up my mouth more I have a lot more to offer.
Everybody offers so much, it's totally amazing. I'm in awe. If I know that I have more to offer, to me that means that so many other people have so much more to offer. Imagine a world where everybody lived up to there full potential. beautiful.
It's sad that people aren't everything they could be, but it's very optimistic and makes me hopeful to know that people can be more than they are.
I think that means, for me, that the glass is half full. I think if we heated it up it'd boil over.
Something that has really frustrated me a lot lately is my lack of time. I don't have time because I need money and it seems so silly because I have no time to do all of these great things that I wanna do jsut to get money which I don't even like that much. All of the things that I wanna do are such nice things, and most of them are even for other people and it's really fucked up if you don't have time to do things for other people and all you do are things for other people and on and on and on.