Feb 04, 2005 01:40
Hmm....
Ive been in really weird moods lately. First, I have to come to the realization I will be without a valentine for the first time in so long. Its really kind of depressing. No girl here has come close to her or what she means to me. I dont know what it is but every time i try to let go I end up shutting down. Also, I havent really been hanging out with the same people as much. Ive actually just been hanging out wiht myself for the most part. Im just going through some weird times. I feel like some of my friends dont even care about me anymore. I used to get phone calls all the time from some and we always hung out but things have changed I guess. I can say that I have enjoyed making new friends though. I guess it is kinda good to breakaway from the group every now and then, but it seems as if I havent really been a part of the group here lately. As Valentine's Day comes closer; I become sadder.
At the moment, Im sick. Thanks Andie for being a good friend and getting me to Walgreens. I struggled to get there. Im out for the night, 9 o clock bio comes soon enough
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