Where is that other shoe?
Chaos is the only way I can describe life as it currently exists. Sometimes it's exciting and challenging but on the flip side there are days like today when I want to run and hide until everyone forgets about me. Wow do I wish I'd stop deluding myself into thinking there is a way to simplify. It is my nature to demand more of anything and everything I touch and then freak out when I get it :-/
Did I mention I have clown hair? My hairdresser said blond. I said red. I got both more or less cohabitating with the brown/silver that was already there. Hopefully there will be fading. If not there will be Feria or whatever box of self-help features the hottest model.
My only other *news* would be the latest house projects. The bedroom continues to come together and I am practically begging contractors to install a new front door and frame. I plan to pay, yet somehow this fact is inadequate motivation to get things in motion. I'm adding that to the list of things I Just.Don't.Understand.
Aaaaand there I go sounding negative when I really have little to be negative about. It's the fear factor. I hate being afraid and uncertain.
Did I mention I have clown hair? My hairdresser said blond. I said red. I got both more or less cohabitating with the brown/silver that was already there. Hopefully there will be fading. If not there will be Feria or whatever box of self-help features the hottest model.
My only other *news* would be the latest house projects. The bedroom continues to come together and I am practically begging contractors to install a new front door and frame. I plan to pay, yet somehow this fact is inadequate motivation to get things in motion. I'm adding that to the list of things I Just.Don't.Understand.
Aaaaand there I go sounding negative when I really have little to be negative about. It's the fear factor. I hate being afraid and uncertain.