HEYLO
Ok so I am like the worse livejournal member cause I never update and I never read anyones entries. Well I read the short ones that are like three sentences and sometime I look at pictures, but I am just too lazy to actually read shit. Anyways...I have been home for over a week now on my spring break. I go back tomorrow and I must say I am really not looking forward to it. Firstly because I probably wont be seeing my boy that much since it's towards the end of pledging and Hell Week is coming. and Secondly cause I do not want to deal with my pain in the ass roommate. I don't even really care if she found some way to read this cause I just can't deal with her anymore.
I got a dress for formal. I'll take pictures and post them on here sometime. Probably not until formal though since I don't have a digital camera right now. I really should lose some weight, but I'm not gonna go anal over it.
I am gonna have loads of work to do when I get back to school. I really should start on it now, but it's hard to do work at home. I am just not use to it. Plus right now Grandma and Richard are here. They are both sick apparently, but they seem fine to me....old people are so dramatic...hehe.
I got yelled at a bunch of times today cause I was talking too much. That just really pisses me off though because back when I was always like depressed and shit and never talked everyone was always like whats wrong whats wrong be happy blah blah. You would think they would just be happy that I am happy now, but no. People are stupid and don't realize that when you tell me I am talking a lot that I will probably just stop talking all together like I use to do. Than they will be all mad again. Can't win I guess.
Yesterday Scott and I went up to Westchester to see Chris, Meghan and Emily. It was really nice getting to see them and getting to spend time with Scott. I wish he was here now. Hopefully soon things wont be so secretive anymore. We are talking about maybe this summer Scott talking to his parents about us together. I had a dream last night that he told them and they were cool about it and told us we could get married. I am so scared though. I really do not think things are going to work like that at all. I feel a lot more heart break in my future. Well who knows until we try. Will you come to our wedding if we do work this out and get married? I hope it happens!
Well I guess I am done rambling now. I wanted to post a picture, but I am not on my own computer right now. I guess I'll post one later tonight when I am on my laptop. Ok that's it for now. Love yas!
I got a dress for formal. I'll take pictures and post them on here sometime. Probably not until formal though since I don't have a digital camera right now. I really should lose some weight, but I'm not gonna go anal over it.
I am gonna have loads of work to do when I get back to school. I really should start on it now, but it's hard to do work at home. I am just not use to it. Plus right now Grandma and Richard are here. They are both sick apparently, but they seem fine to me....old people are so dramatic...hehe.
I got yelled at a bunch of times today cause I was talking too much. That just really pisses me off though because back when I was always like depressed and shit and never talked everyone was always like whats wrong whats wrong be happy blah blah. You would think they would just be happy that I am happy now, but no. People are stupid and don't realize that when you tell me I am talking a lot that I will probably just stop talking all together like I use to do. Than they will be all mad again. Can't win I guess.
Yesterday Scott and I went up to Westchester to see Chris, Meghan and Emily. It was really nice getting to see them and getting to spend time with Scott. I wish he was here now. Hopefully soon things wont be so secretive anymore. We are talking about maybe this summer Scott talking to his parents about us together. I had a dream last night that he told them and they were cool about it and told us we could get married. I am so scared though. I really do not think things are going to work like that at all. I feel a lot more heart break in my future. Well who knows until we try. Will you come to our wedding if we do work this out and get married? I hope it happens!
Well I guess I am done rambling now. I wanted to post a picture, but I am not on my own computer right now. I guess I'll post one later tonight when I am on my laptop. Ok that's it for now. Love yas!