I would like to leave this planet, you know I'd stay but I just can't stand it...

[nickcole]

Ok, I'm really excessively lazy. Beyond all belief. It's because I feel all thumbs down this week. Blaah. I just really enjoy sitting on my ass, eating and watching TV. Thank you Laura for encouraging my HUGENESS. But I like her anyway, she makes me feel loved<3, even though it's just for the food. Actually, apparently the sitting on my ass and eating is doing something for me because according to my health screening I've lost 2 pounds since last year. It was hard let me tell you. I had to eat ice cream and sit around and never excercise, it was strenuous.

Hm...so I'm feeling as if I would like to do something ridiculous. I was telling Meri about it yesterday haha. I'm way too uptight. "My body feels young but my mind is very old" (Oh dip, quotes!) It's probably negatively affecting my teenage instincts. Shouldn't I be doing something wild? I'm 17 maaan. It's my new goal to go on a random road trip with a few friends I'm thinking. about 3 cause that's who fits in the car haha. Anyone with me? Anyone? Anyone? No? I have no friends? (Yea, that's me talking to no one)

Maybe I'll get off my ass and do some homework or something. MAYBE. I do have to watch the OC soon. So that's a big priority. Ok, back to fatness and pondering the remote possibility of doing my homework. More likely the word remote will make me want to watch tv....

"You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway, you're half the world away...."