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I really despise immature, drunk alcoholics...why is it that someone SO motherfucking stupid can ruin a great time for me? I hate that. I wish i could just smash his face into the front of a truck. That's how angry i am right now. I let my anger get the best of me and displayed it for everyone to see, which was wrong of me. I've been doing so good with ignoring everything and not letting things get to me, but all the emotions and all my rage about this one person was short-fused and released tonight. I let him win and get what he wants...which is to make me feel vulnerable and get the best of me. Too bad everyone hates him and he doesn't have any real friends. I feel sorry for him...his life is out of control...i don't know why he targets me...i've not done a damn thing to him EVER besides trying to be his friend...sorry i'm not the shallow, get drunk all the time, sorry motherfucker like the rest of his friends. I wish he'd just fuck off, leave me alone, and grow up.