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Time for an update, so here. I'm fighting sleepiness right now, as exhausted as I am.
Kelly and I had a very good talk last night and she told me that she loved me and I was able to say it back again without having to worry about her reaction. But it's a wonderful feeling, I'm extremely lucky. We talked about a lot of things though, including about what's been on both of our minds. For me it was sort of just the fact of impending parenthood for others around here and then their loss. It made me realize what I was missing and.. yeah. But I'm ok now, it felt good to get it out and Kelly and I are ok. In fact, we're more than ok. I love her a lot and I changed that bear's message, Kelly! But she's amazing and I couldn't feel more at home with her in my arms. I'm also looking forward to going with her on my arm while people stare and wonder what the Kelly Clarkson is doing with Nick Carter. *laughs*
VH1 is also interested in finally doing a Behind the Music special on us, about damn time, huh? *laughs* Kelly and I are also getting ready to leave soon, flight to Vegas for the awards and then we're off to Florida for the relief show. I can't wait to see her dressed up though, she's going to look absolutely breathtaking I just know it. I made a new rule with AJ, and whoever breaks it gets a noogie from the other person only I'm not going to do that. Yeah, he's still trying to get me. Good luck man!
I'm really happy.
-Nick
My computer's getting fixed as we speak, a lot of stuff has to be redownloaded. But I can't sign onto AIM right now because of who's computer I'm on. I promise I'll be around later. Sorry about this!