i am so sick of computer games
Well, my old computer games. I can't afford any new ones. But really. SO SICK OF THEM.
I've been running around like a chicken with its head cut off during the day looking for jobs and trying to sell my amps and everything, and then 5 or 6 o'clock rolls around and not only am I so sick of employment websites and newspapers that i want to puke, but I have absolutely nothing to do. It's not that I can't find a hobby or that I don't have any hobbies... It's just that... I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling lonely. If anybody normally avoids aol/msn/yahoo because they're avoiding people or they don't think anyone will be there, maybe they could give it another go.
Anybody who knows me knows that change is not my favorite thing in the world, and having had an evening social ritual for several months I'm finding it difficult to fill that space in absence of my ritual. My days have been empty for a while and those are full now, but i'm still having lots of trouble sleeping. No sleep + dissatisfaction/boredom with the usual stuff = long, boring periods of loneliness and frustration. Blah.
I've been trying to download a good compiler so i can start trying to learn c++ in my spare time again, but I'm having trouble finding one that works. I got the Borland one to work at first, but somehow the stuff I configured screwed up when I had to do a system restore. Since then the configuration stuff has mysteriously refused to work. I downloaded another one with a GUI integrated editer, but I can't figure out how to make it create an .exe out of the code. Frustrated.
I've been running around like a chicken with its head cut off during the day looking for jobs and trying to sell my amps and everything, and then 5 or 6 o'clock rolls around and not only am I so sick of employment websites and newspapers that i want to puke, but I have absolutely nothing to do. It's not that I can't find a hobby or that I don't have any hobbies... It's just that... I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling lonely. If anybody normally avoids aol/msn/yahoo because they're avoiding people or they don't think anyone will be there, maybe they could give it another go.
Anybody who knows me knows that change is not my favorite thing in the world, and having had an evening social ritual for several months I'm finding it difficult to fill that space in absence of my ritual. My days have been empty for a while and those are full now, but i'm still having lots of trouble sleeping. No sleep + dissatisfaction/boredom with the usual stuff = long, boring periods of loneliness and frustration. Blah.
I've been trying to download a good compiler so i can start trying to learn c++ in my spare time again, but I'm having trouble finding one that works. I got the Borland one to work at first, but somehow the stuff I configured screwed up when I had to do a system restore. Since then the configuration stuff has mysteriously refused to work. I downloaded another one with a GUI integrated editer, but I can't figure out how to make it create an .exe out of the code. Frustrated.