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so since may i was given this whole reputation and i was thinking about it lately
yes, ive done a handful of things i do regret, in the past.
i have done everything i can since early summer to prove it wrong.
i pride myself on being
a great friend,
a good boyfriend,
a truly genuine kid that people will not forget,
an overly nice person,
giving,
fair,
able to tell people exactly how i feel about them,
being a listener
i know i am all of these.. ever since my messups in april/may i have tried my hardest to build myself what i am today
even lately every action i have made that people see brash or what not, IT WAS WARRANTED. people get what they deserve. i am fair, but not when stones are cast at me. i tell the person exactly how i feel, and i give them what they need to hear.
it just seems fruitless at times like these.
well, yes i do have excellent friends, you know who you are, and i wouldnt trade you for the world
i dont fuck people over, i only try to make relationships on any level, simply because i love surrounding myself with people who can reciprocate the love and care i have for them
i dont know what the direct point of this entry is, but to be blunt -
i just want to be noticed, i want my actions to be seen, and i want to be wanted for these qualities
im not full of myself, i just feel that certain people pass me by for other "better" things
yes, ive done a handful of things i do regret, in the past.
i have done everything i can since early summer to prove it wrong.
i pride myself on being
a great friend,
a good boyfriend,
a truly genuine kid that people will not forget,
an overly nice person,
giving,
fair,
able to tell people exactly how i feel about them,
being a listener
i know i am all of these.. ever since my messups in april/may i have tried my hardest to build myself what i am today
even lately every action i have made that people see brash or what not, IT WAS WARRANTED. people get what they deserve. i am fair, but not when stones are cast at me. i tell the person exactly how i feel, and i give them what they need to hear.
it just seems fruitless at times like these.
well, yes i do have excellent friends, you know who you are, and i wouldnt trade you for the world
i dont fuck people over, i only try to make relationships on any level, simply because i love surrounding myself with people who can reciprocate the love and care i have for them
i dont know what the direct point of this entry is, but to be blunt -
i just want to be noticed, i want my actions to be seen, and i want to be wanted for these qualities
im not full of myself, i just feel that certain people pass me by for other "better" things