(no subject)
im sick of having to exist in one state of mind to remember the other.
i remember your face.
time passes.
the face is altered and faded.
brain activity is enhanced,
then gradually half lives from that moment on...
until the next time i can convince my conscience that its time for a vacation.
that is, pressure applied on a few regions of the face and chest.
churning, heating, and beating, faster and faster.
heart activity half lives from then on.
is it time for the big one*?
(*- the heart attack)
or has it just started?
in this vacation house i am grounded flat
i miss i miss......i miss those 5 times i was THERE*
(* - to be in a location? or in the respective state of thinking**? WHO GIVES A FUCK? it is then where the pressure is lifted, the organism known as impossibility has unearthed its hardened carcass into my sure plane of sight.)
(** - THESE items are mutually exclusive, if the thoughts which choke my short term memory were to be recorded on a Venn diagram we have 3 sets, one universal, and TWO sub-sets, A and B respectively, there is NOTHING dwelling within the intersection between LOCATION and STATE OF MIND or noted as A and B.)
-as noted previously the shaded region is empty. Using basic probability skills A and B CANNOT occur simultaneously.
GIVEN that A and B are mutually exclusive the shaded region is a logical IMPOSSIBILITY… the organism. He is ruthless and whethered from residing inside my physical body since two weeks ago… witnessesing the heat generated by my chest and this lust.
OBJECTION………..this is inaccurate, scratch that. Not the theory, but my implication of the events.
I WOULD SELL MY SOUL TO COERCE MY THOUGHTS
…it would be to be within the two. Being there and THERE simultaneously…
it is then when i forget the organism and your eyes paint a think layer of bliss over my face.
this plane will be flying south as much as possible.
WHY? to remember. to forget and to have my heart exploded onto the ashes of my still burning memory of those 5 remembrances.
i remember your face.
time passes.
the face is altered and faded.
brain activity is enhanced,
then gradually half lives from that moment on...
until the next time i can convince my conscience that its time for a vacation.
that is, pressure applied on a few regions of the face and chest.
churning, heating, and beating, faster and faster.
heart activity half lives from then on.
is it time for the big one*?
(*- the heart attack)
or has it just started?
in this vacation house i am grounded flat
i miss i miss......i miss those 5 times i was THERE*
(* - to be in a location? or in the respective state of thinking**? WHO GIVES A FUCK? it is then where the pressure is lifted, the organism known as impossibility has unearthed its hardened carcass into my sure plane of sight.)
(** - THESE items are mutually exclusive, if the thoughts which choke my short term memory were to be recorded on a Venn diagram we have 3 sets, one universal, and TWO sub-sets, A and B respectively, there is NOTHING dwelling within the intersection between LOCATION and STATE OF MIND or noted as A and B.)
-as noted previously the shaded region is empty. Using basic probability skills A and B CANNOT occur simultaneously.
GIVEN that A and B are mutually exclusive the shaded region is a logical IMPOSSIBILITY… the organism. He is ruthless and whethered from residing inside my physical body since two weeks ago… witnessesing the heat generated by my chest and this lust.
OBJECTION………..this is inaccurate, scratch that. Not the theory, but my implication of the events.
I WOULD SELL MY SOUL TO COERCE MY THOUGHTS
…it would be to be within the two. Being there and THERE simultaneously…
it is then when i forget the organism and your eyes paint a think layer of bliss over my face.
this plane will be flying south as much as possible.
WHY? to remember. to forget and to have my heart exploded onto the ashes of my still burning memory of those 5 remembrances.