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I must say, I find nothing more aggravating then when schoolmates that are in the area completely ignore you and go off and do their own thing - together. You'd figure someone would stop and ask, "Gee whiz, where's Nick?" Fuck 'em. I'll do my own thing...
My thought is that maybe Tiana doesn't want to be around after what happened last weekend. I can understand that - but we still need friends. Hell, they're the only two I would really care to hang out with at all around here. Here's my dilemma:
Is it fair that women do this? It's like people ask me to deny what I feel and act like these things we experience never really happen. Is suppression what it's all about? Are we supposed to just ignore these and discount them as irrelevant and erogenous?
The point is that I'm tired of apologizing for saying what I feel.
Tired of feeling like death...
Tired of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself, wondering where the fuck everybody has gone...
I just hate being reminded that you shouldn't bet your chips on people to be there for you. Aw, hell, that's no way to think, I know... I'm just venting...
My thought is that maybe Tiana doesn't want to be around after what happened last weekend. I can understand that - but we still need friends. Hell, they're the only two I would really care to hang out with at all around here. Here's my dilemma:
Is it fair that women do this? It's like people ask me to deny what I feel and act like these things we experience never really happen. Is suppression what it's all about? Are we supposed to just ignore these and discount them as irrelevant and erogenous?
The point is that I'm tired of apologizing for saying what I feel.
Tired of feeling like death...
Tired of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself, wondering where the fuck everybody has gone...
I just hate being reminded that you shouldn't bet your chips on people to be there for you. Aw, hell, that's no way to think, I know... I'm just venting...