live it all then its gone
Well lets see here this month has been really fucking shitty of august has been pretty fucking shitty exept for alex coming... my girlfriend and her 16 birthday and well i fucked it up for her and then that whole week she wanted to leave me.. that saturday she calls me crying saying i dont love her and she wants to leave me i talk to her and then drive over to her place for the night and then i stay there the week and all that week i know she didnt want me there anymore i could just tell it.. that saturday i go home and not hear from her at all i still havnt talked to her on the fone since like forever she left me that sunday after she partied and had a fun ass time with all these other guys soo yea i find out im boring to her :) but yea she left me the 21 of August and it is now september 2 and im like dying to talk to her but im not going to lol shes going out with some other guy now who bmx's and motocross I guess i wasnt exciting enough for her after that shit huh lol....
well the band is getting back together in january YAY thats one things happy in my life haha soo yea YAY!!!!
hmm well another one of my friends has died on the 31 in his house he was quiting H and was on methedom the pill that helps you quit and with withdraws and he shot up his last 20 and overdoused in his room this is really sad for me casue i have known this kid forever and i hate to see him go like this right when he was quiting it hurts me casue i did do it with him at time never shot up though but this is why i hate drugs even pills any kinda pills i am fucking pissed off at this shit but theres nothing i can do but pay my respects to him my good friend he shall be missed by all we did love him
R.I.P
Jay Louis Goldstein
1986-2005
"This is the End, My only friend, The End"
-The Doors
well the band is getting back together in january YAY thats one things happy in my life haha soo yea YAY!!!!
hmm well another one of my friends has died on the 31 in his house he was quiting H and was on methedom the pill that helps you quit and with withdraws and he shot up his last 20 and overdoused in his room this is really sad for me casue i have known this kid forever and i hate to see him go like this right when he was quiting it hurts me casue i did do it with him at time never shot up though but this is why i hate drugs even pills any kinda pills i am fucking pissed off at this shit but theres nothing i can do but pay my respects to him my good friend he shall be missed by all we did love him
R.I.P
Jay Louis Goldstein
1986-2005
"This is the End, My only friend, The End"
-The Doors