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I've been reading a lot of shit lately in people's journals. People are saying things that they think is really smart but it just sounds stupid. I don't know if they're trying to be deep or they are just naturally stupid, but the stuff they are saying is a bunch of crap. I don't get what is going on lately. It's just fucking stupid. I guess I'm one of the people who is naturally stupid cause people won't shut up about how stupid I am. Usually I don't mind when people say I'm being stupid but it just keeps happening every fucking day. There's no way to stop them from saying it. I'm not gonna change cause someone thinks I'm being stupid, but they won't let me forget what they think. No one's got my fucking back either so it's like every day is a field day to insult me. I'm not gonna pretend that I don't care cause I do care. It gets to me when there's no one who will let me just do my thing. I just have to fucking take it every day. I can't laugh it off cause they never shut up. I feel like I always have to defend myself. Then people say I am always talking about how I don't care, and I'm such a rebel. I keep talking about it cause people keep giving me their warped views on my attitude towards things. I'm always defending everything I do and I get shit for that too. But I'm getting off topic. People keep saying stupid shit and other people buy into it. of course I can't say something meaningful cause I'll be labeled as opinionated or someone will say I'm stereotyping or that I'm not open to new ideas. You know what, I'm very open to different ideas. I have my opinions and you're not gonna change that but don't say I'm not open to other people's ideas because you are all very narrow minded people. You should know who you are. Because I have different opinions and I stand by what I believe, you all think I'm closed-minded and unaccepting. That's bull shit. Name one time that I didn't listen to someone else's idea. It's fucking bullshit that people give me all these bullshit labels that just aren't fucking true. I'm fucking sick of it. Every time I have an idea I'm put down for it, called stupid and opinionated and closed-minded and then I'm told that it'll never work and I'm gonna end up poor. I know I'm gonna be poor, dipshit. But I'm ready for that. I'm ready to go after my dream. I've decided what I want to do and I will do what it takes. I'm more determined than all of you put together.