Nov 19, 2008 17:11
The weather sure took a 180 recently, it went from being cool post summer 50 degree weather to like 20 degree weather in two days. Thats CT for you... I guess it hurts but it's crisp and here to stay, so whatever. Time to bundle up.
I havent' smoked (weed) in 5 full days. That feels pretty cool. It may not seem like much to any of you but... The past four years I've been blazing, the past year or so have been close to every day. It's not like its been causing me any serious issues, but I felt excited to start a new phase of being free from the habit. Plus I barely even get high anymore. Just shot after 30 minutes. My dreams are getting pretty vivid. But I'm havign trouble sleeping too. Maybe its cause 90 percent of nights out of the week I've fallen asleep after smoking.
To be honest its not a struggle. I've been feeling excited.
Plus, that's about 20-40 dollars extra in my wallet. It'll probably go to beer but... hopefully clothes instead. I need some new pants, and a new hat. And someone to cuddle with during this season. That's what's been killing me the most. I love my life, and I love my friends, but I'm sick of being at college and hearing people talk about how they've been deprived for 5 months and I'm sick of seeing everyone texting all the time on their friggin keyboard telephones. I guess I've always been like that: Trying to fight the contest of "Who's Got it Worse?"
god i love this song...