Sep 01, 2008 14:14
What an amazing summer............
I love waking up to each day and taking each opportunity and challenge, and just living and being where I want to be, always.
Lost my wallet and broke my phone in the same week. Took the hit, but I'm alive and healthy. Lost over 100 dollars, along with my cards. But I'm taking care of it, And I'm excited to move on.
I'm excited for the Fall, and happy for everything that I have and everyone that I have.
Had a psychedelic experience last night that helped me piece together the puzzles of the intangible.
Hours of amazing conversations with one of my best friends. Time spent well. The music felt so good...
Sat at a beach and watched the lights of boats far away converge and move across the horizon.
Wondered how stars arent really stars, but they are just what used to be stars a long time ago.
Are we always striving for completion?
For oneness
The whole
I always love putting the pieces together, and I forgot to write a lot of stuff down.
It's like when we jam and sketch music into the open silence, it vanishes but we know that it is possible.
and that we are capable of doing it again, but coming up with something more.
and thats the answer, that its not the thing but its the process.
money is the most tangible thing that there is. and I lost it.
that means absolutely nothing to me.
how easy it is for people to use the excuse "Too hard" as a means of giving up before even trying.
SCSU, round 5 coming up. Gloucester massachusetts next weekend.