IM BACK!!!
dear me its been a long time since i have updated this thing!!! lol now dont get me wrong like i read all of yalls entries almost every night but i have been just to lazy to update...or either i have been way to busy and all i had time for is to sit down and read.....i wont go and fill yall in the past crap but ill just touch on recent stuff thats happened...
~well couple of days ago (past saturday) had to be like muh best day because 1) amy (best friend) came in and all so yay there 2) i got a job (hollister. yeah so that is cool and all! but anyways last night i had to cheer at centrel....not too bad except for the fact i had to cheer at all three games.....so three times the half time shows three times the quater shows and three times the stunts, plus i must add i am almost sick of all the cheers already and its only opening season. lol might sound weird to hear this (definatly will if the ones who know me best read it) but i am actually proud to be a navigator right now!
lol!!!!! SCARY HUH?
yeah well to continue i didnt mind the cheering but i absoulty will NOT be the same anymore when i see any of the guys from that school....trust me they were a lil too excited on the court if you know what i mean and trust me you could tell....(haha renee ;) ) then all is good and i am really tiered today so i came home really really early so i could sleep for a while and plus i didnt feel the best.
whats next, yeah thanksgiving...well it will be the 1st thanksgiving without muh grandmother and i did not realize it until tonight...so i am kinda down but i know shes in a better place and we will miss her! but i will be goin to muh aunts house and all where i can chill with muh favorite older cousin who has jus moved home to stay :-D but yeah so i guess i will take this time real quick to tell you what i am thankfull for and what i have learned lately:
i am thankful for:
family
friends
other peoples dedication to me
jobs
almost everything
love
smiles
hugs
i think i can stop here b4 it gets way too corney, but you get muh drift:
things i have learned:
~its not until someone leaves again when you realize how much you truly miss them day to day
~its not until you get the hell scared outta you until you realize you are defeatable
~even the best of friends arent perfect
~if someones your true friend and they stray for a while dont worry they will still be there when you
come back
~everything is still middle school crap in high school
~you're best friends believe in you
~you're never alone...doesnt matter even if you feel that way
~look for the worst but hope for the best
~when somebody say inapproprate things to you its ok to loose your cool but dont do wha i do!! (haha lore')
~when your apporached with an issue dont run from it...solve it..makes life much easier
~its ok to be single
~its great to have crushes
~its great to tell people about the crushes so you can laugh later after you do something stupid!
~its great to meet new people or just give someone a chance to be a friend
~its good to be open
~its good to look at the big picture
~its good to exlpore and question things
~its good to be yourself around anyone at anytime, if they dont like for it then screw em!
~and its good to find your own way to express yourself
yeah i have learned alot lately, and that jus been the past 2 weeks i think! sorry that this entry is sooo long i jus havent updated in a while and i will try to do better than ya know once every two months!
tommorow i am going with amykinz to DHS in the morning and chillin with her tommorow until i have to work (4-10) but anyways i guess i will catch up with yall soon! this is muh exit, and since i am in a great mood i think that i will allow you to go through muh exit!
"chillin buh the lockers feelin kinda funky me and the crew we drinkin brass monkey" -beastie boys
"you gotta fight for your right to parrrrrtay!"- again the great beastie boys
"maybe im the faggot america, im not part of the red neck agenda, now everybody do the propaganda! and sing along with the age of paranoia..welcome to a new kind of tension all across the alienation everything wasnt ment to be ok, television dreams of tommorow we're not the ones ment to follow but thats enough to argue"- Green Day
those are muh songs of the week!
~well couple of days ago (past saturday) had to be like muh best day because 1) amy (best friend) came in and all so yay there 2) i got a job (hollister. yeah so that is cool and all! but anyways last night i had to cheer at centrel....not too bad except for the fact i had to cheer at all three games.....so three times the half time shows three times the quater shows and three times the stunts, plus i must add i am almost sick of all the cheers already and its only opening season. lol might sound weird to hear this (definatly will if the ones who know me best read it) but i am actually proud to be a navigator right now!
lol!!!!! SCARY HUH?
yeah well to continue i didnt mind the cheering but i absoulty will NOT be the same anymore when i see any of the guys from that school....trust me they were a lil too excited on the court if you know what i mean and trust me you could tell....(haha renee ;) ) then all is good and i am really tiered today so i came home really really early so i could sleep for a while and plus i didnt feel the best.
whats next, yeah thanksgiving...well it will be the 1st thanksgiving without muh grandmother and i did not realize it until tonight...so i am kinda down but i know shes in a better place and we will miss her! but i will be goin to muh aunts house and all where i can chill with muh favorite older cousin who has jus moved home to stay :-D but yeah so i guess i will take this time real quick to tell you what i am thankfull for and what i have learned lately:
i am thankful for:
family
friends
other peoples dedication to me
jobs
almost everything
love
smiles
hugs
i think i can stop here b4 it gets way too corney, but you get muh drift:
things i have learned:
~its not until someone leaves again when you realize how much you truly miss them day to day
~its not until you get the hell scared outta you until you realize you are defeatable
~even the best of friends arent perfect
~if someones your true friend and they stray for a while dont worry they will still be there when you
come back
~everything is still middle school crap in high school
~you're best friends believe in you
~you're never alone...doesnt matter even if you feel that way
~look for the worst but hope for the best
~when somebody say inapproprate things to you its ok to loose your cool but dont do wha i do!! (haha lore')
~when your apporached with an issue dont run from it...solve it..makes life much easier
~its ok to be single
~its great to have crushes
~its great to tell people about the crushes so you can laugh later after you do something stupid!
~its great to meet new people or just give someone a chance to be a friend
~its good to be open
~its good to look at the big picture
~its good to exlpore and question things
~its good to be yourself around anyone at anytime, if they dont like for it then screw em!
~and its good to find your own way to express yourself
yeah i have learned alot lately, and that jus been the past 2 weeks i think! sorry that this entry is sooo long i jus havent updated in a while and i will try to do better than ya know once every two months!
tommorow i am going with amykinz to DHS in the morning and chillin with her tommorow until i have to work (4-10) but anyways i guess i will catch up with yall soon! this is muh exit, and since i am in a great mood i think that i will allow you to go through muh exit!
"chillin buh the lockers feelin kinda funky me and the crew we drinkin brass monkey" -beastie boys
"you gotta fight for your right to parrrrrtay!"- again the great beastie boys
"maybe im the faggot america, im not part of the red neck agenda, now everybody do the propaganda! and sing along with the age of paranoia..welcome to a new kind of tension all across the alienation everything wasnt ment to be ok, television dreams of tommorow we're not the ones ment to follow but thats enough to argue"- Green Day
those are muh songs of the week!