Yah over eight months lata......
yeah so i havent posted in a while....seems like eight motnhs but i know thats over exaggerated......but hey isnt life over exaggereated. Yeah mom jus told me i went over in muh min on muh fone las month...i duno how ppl can actually stay under in their min!!! yeah its crahazy.....life really is over exaggerated not everything is perfect and LA LA like ppl want it to be.....things go good and things go bad....fortunatly i am semi sorta in the good right not... i mean im in the good tha even tho i am single i have the strength to move on ( the strength tha comes only from the man upstairs) and like with the writting one of muh poems won a worldwide contest and like the cool thing is that it will b published in a book that is published cross the world....BiG time huh? yeah.... hmmmmm i have decided that from now on i am not living muh life as a fantasy like everything is gana b perfect if i jus have these certian things in muh life.....i am now living day by day and hour by hour by how God wants me to live it because its taken a good wake up call (and many months with this stoopid depression crap) to reilize i cant take care of me on muh own....jus impossible....and i have also realized ppl are GOIN TO FAIL U...i do NOT care how CLOSE u think they are or how muh u THINK they LOVE u ....they will fail...and it will hurt....and u have to pull thro cause perserverence pays off in the end....
hmm the last few days of muh life have been kinda crahazy....been out with the boys (brent, baker, travis, etc.) and man i have jus had a blast i mean u know when u get aroung ppl u KNO u can b urself with and they wont care (ya kno they laugh with u not at u...xcept they laugh at me too!) but neways thas how they are and its awsome...i really cant wait till we go to cali....yeah tha will b so amazing.....
"way away away from here ill b
way away away so u can see
how it feels to be alone and not believe
feels to be alone and not believe
anything....."
yeah good song thas muh "i wana get out and escape song" hehe
well yeah so like i cant really complain bout muh life cause i am very fortunate on how its goin right now....but yeah i guess it could b better.....but hey everyones can......YAY for singlness...get muhself back out there and see what God wants me to have......and good luck for anybody in a relationship right now......ill b praying for yall who are!!!!
neways i gata jet muh gurl A>palumbo is almost here!!!!!!!
well not much to say but......
>>>>>THIS IS MUH EXIT U CANT GO THRO MUH EXIT!!!<<<<<<
(gata love the old days)
hmm the last few days of muh life have been kinda crahazy....been out with the boys (brent, baker, travis, etc.) and man i have jus had a blast i mean u know when u get aroung ppl u KNO u can b urself with and they wont care (ya kno they laugh with u not at u...xcept they laugh at me too!) but neways thas how they are and its awsome...i really cant wait till we go to cali....yeah tha will b so amazing.....
"way away away from here ill b
way away away so u can see
how it feels to be alone and not believe
feels to be alone and not believe
anything....."
yeah good song thas muh "i wana get out and escape song" hehe
well yeah so like i cant really complain bout muh life cause i am very fortunate on how its goin right now....but yeah i guess it could b better.....but hey everyones can......YAY for singlness...get muhself back out there and see what God wants me to have......and good luck for anybody in a relationship right now......ill b praying for yall who are!!!!
neways i gata jet muh gurl A>palumbo is almost here!!!!!!!
well not much to say but......
>>>>>THIS IS MUH EXIT U CANT GO THRO MUH EXIT!!!<<<<<<
(gata love the old days)