This is for you ryan......
So Mr. i need to lay a guilt trip on nikki cause i am not writting wha he told me to write is making me write on this subject....lemme explain the story before yall get all confused....i asked muh lovely boy ryan wha i should write in todays journal entery about and he was like "write about cars" and i was like "i dun wanna wrtie about cars cause i dunno what to say bout cars?!" and he was like "fine then my ideas are not good enuff for you to use" well here is ur lovely topic for me to write abou tnow ryan:
cars:
in general:
lets see i love em......there really is nothing that gets me more excited then something great under the hood, rims....system...and stick shift (left shift if u want me to love u) yeah i know i know it sounds like a guy obsession but this gurl LOVES cars......anyways.....i started to miss muh best friend again today when i heard she wasnt doin to good and that she was sock:( i wish u were back down here so i could come bring movies over and visit you and so we could go to our peir.....i wanna go i jus havent brought muhself to going without you...it jus doesnt feel the same:(
An lets see i got a 100 on muh physics test and for people who know me that is udderly amazing!!!!! i am so proud of muhself!!!!
anyways........5 days till ryans b-day i still have one more thing i need to snag for him......yeah....and even though it is muh homecomming night i still think it is more important to go to his b-day and be with him......shesh.....
ima so happy right now and i am so content. God has blessed me with alot of stuff that i seem to take for granted alot...and that i need to stop taking for granted...such as somebody who means the world to me......the best friends no matter if distance or public and private skols speperate us.....and parents who even though they get on muh nerves i still love them to death.
~i want something more for us....i dont want this to be temporary....i will hang muh head and cry in front of u and not feel the least bit of embarassement for i know that u will be with me and hold me and protect me through all the evil things that try to strike me or try to break us apart~
cars:
in general:
lets see i love em......there really is nothing that gets me more excited then something great under the hood, rims....system...and stick shift (left shift if u want me to love u) yeah i know i know it sounds like a guy obsession but this gurl LOVES cars......anyways.....i started to miss muh best friend again today when i heard she wasnt doin to good and that she was sock:( i wish u were back down here so i could come bring movies over and visit you and so we could go to our peir.....i wanna go i jus havent brought muhself to going without you...it jus doesnt feel the same:(
An lets see i got a 100 on muh physics test and for people who know me that is udderly amazing!!!!! i am so proud of muhself!!!!
anyways........5 days till ryans b-day i still have one more thing i need to snag for him......yeah....and even though it is muh homecomming night i still think it is more important to go to his b-day and be with him......shesh.....
ima so happy right now and i am so content. God has blessed me with alot of stuff that i seem to take for granted alot...and that i need to stop taking for granted...such as somebody who means the world to me......the best friends no matter if distance or public and private skols speperate us.....and parents who even though they get on muh nerves i still love them to death.
~i want something more for us....i dont want this to be temporary....i will hang muh head and cry in front of u and not feel the least bit of embarassement for i know that u will be with me and hold me and protect me through all the evil things that try to strike me or try to break us apart~