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do u realize how much u change with time????and how much u change to ur surroundings?????? shesh i had the reality kik today with it...see at the great wonderful skol i go to, XAA, we are takin SATs now...so we really do nothing after we get through testing but we jus normally watch movies.....gah the skol is lahazy, but neways getn back on track we were watching this movie called "better off dead" auugh it is one of muh favorite oldies....well i was watching it and i realized how dorky everyone looked in tha time area....well i got to check out to go home not to long after watching it and i got motivated to when i got home i would break out and watch some good ol' homemade videos u know the kind where ur dad still has his original color hair not the silver he has now.....well i popped a couple of those in jus to see how muh family has change....and WOAH it was amazing....like i never really noticed how many times me and muh sister changed our hair....like after the 5th grade videos were done me and muh sis's hair was totaly different every single time another video was popped in....kinda scared me...then i realized how we were still alike....ko ill take muh mom and dad first...they still have their humor like they always have and they always smile while watching me and muh sis...ko nich (nichole muh sister) but she was still prissy like she always was and she always had her makeup done perfectly and she still had her "charms" u could say.....hehe well u get to me....esh i still have muh humongo size chubby cheeks i still like to be the center of attention on the camera and i am still how could u say it......graceful at falling. I dunno it really was fun to watch and see wha muh family has gone through and how we have stayed close through it....well muh familys goin through another tough time...its not a situation tha we would like to be in its a situation i wish i could jus disclude muh self from the rest of em for a while till stuff works out...but i cant.....thas not wha a family does...and i guess u could say i really honestly think i appreciate muh family a lil bit more now....i mean muh sister for gettin married when she was three months pregnate....having ben......got pregnate almost immediatly after she got home from the hospital....bout to have a new child...and yet she still can keep her time to share the word of GOD and being one of the dominate leaders of her household....i can appreciate muh parents so much for payin toooooo much money for me to go to skol jus so i can keep muh feet rooted in a religious background and to be somewhere they know i am taken care of...also i appreciate muh rents for worring about me when i am late and when i did somehting wrong they catch me for it and not let me off the hook easy....i realized its because they love me....and i appreciate to even in this family cuase i know they are probly some of the best people i know....and we are a family and we ARE GOING TO MAKE IT
u can say i am gettin more humble towards alot of stuff....for u never know when this stuff will jus up and dissapear.....all the words tha are left to say is....dont flinch for anything and whenever your down u always know family is behind u 100% even when its tough love, and with people you love behind u and God on ur side no one will ever defeat you....its the power of love....love conquers alll!!!
u can say i am gettin more humble towards alot of stuff....for u never know when this stuff will jus up and dissapear.....all the words tha are left to say is....dont flinch for anything and whenever your down u always know family is behind u 100% even when its tough love, and with people you love behind u and God on ur side no one will ever defeat you....its the power of love....love conquers alll!!!