GIRR
talk about a day! i mean las nigh was awsome....yet a 2nd time seein the Passion of Christ!!!!! yeah it was awsome like the second time u see it u catch a lot more stuffs......such as when this lady gave Jesus a cloth to wipe the blood off of his face it left an imprint and she held it as he left with the cross again.....it was untili got home and started to talk to dad about it when i realized wha it symboled!! u remember when they were making alot of fuss over a cloth tha had been found and it suposedly had the imprint of Jesus's face on it....well there ya go it was the cloth tha the gurl gave him....or thas how mel sees it! well neways yesterday when i got home i began to feel sharp pains in muh lower stomach (no not cramps) but i am talkn pains! so like i delt with em a while spent a while doubled over and all then i jus kinda went to sleep....some how jus passed out type thing.....well i woke up this morning to the pains being ten times worse and of course i told muh dad bout em again and now muh whole family thinks its a scare of appendicitus (or however u spell tha frickn word!) but neways now i am scared cause i know i dont feel rite but gosh i dont want it to be this! so this is why i am out of skol today and sittin home....yeah yeah normally i am like YEH IM OUT OF SKOL! but now im like i wish i had this pain remonved from me and i was in skol.........shesh how do begin to miss something u hate soooo much? "when ur heart beats i wanna feel it....and when ur voice speaks i wanna hear it....and when ur eyes cry i wanna catch the tears....i wanna know u, i wanna know u" this song has been on muh mind since chapel yesterday its one of the songs tha moves me so much, it reminds me of john benjamin singing it and he sung it with such great passion tha i desired to have at the time......god memories........ you know i can honestly say now ppl in this world are totaly gay.....they are jus startin to frustrate me, shesh i wish i could jus scream at some of them for judging.....i mean i know i cant cast all the balme on them cause i judge too but at least i try to have an open mind before condemming someone about the way they look. SHeSh! arg.......well i better dash pains are increasing and im gettin sleepy.....but heres muh exiting phrase: IM JUS A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE IM JUS A KID I KNOW THAT ITS NOT FAIR NO BODY CARES CAUSE IM ALONE AND THE WORLD IS HAVING MORE FUN THAN ME!!! gnigh to all and to all a joyous nigh!