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What the fuck is wrong with people?! goddammit all! why the fuck do people take things as they see it? why are they so easily dissuaded? why does she believe that's the way I am? that I just "check" girls off my list after they say no? after knowing me for 7 months how can she see it that way? am I really like that? do I just check girls off the list? am I really a fake? after trying to convince myself that I wasn't, I'm not so sure of it now... I'm not so sure at all... I'm fuckin pissed off right now, I can't lose a friend as good as her! I just can't, and especially not now! please Sarah, believe me! I told you I was a fake but you didn't believe me, and then when you apparently see it, you stop talking to me... the reason I was so quiet was cuz I couldn't believe that you would say something like that... I'm sorry... but I AM a fake, and therefore I have no purpose in life... please don't bother me anyone, just go on about with your lives, because I'm not worth it... just let me go.