The land of confusion...
Ever feel like there's something you like, but you know it's a bad idea?
Ok, now normally, I don't listen to myself when it comes to those things, but this go around, I think I'm gonna listen, because... well, here's the gist of it:
I hooked up with a girl at AUSA last month. Had fun. Got laid. Was all good. Well, I kept in contact with her until she basically told me to buzz off, which I did. Didn't feel too good to, but I did. And I just went silent. She contacts me a few days later, and we talk briefly. I'm invited to come see her on her birthday this weekend in Maryland.
Ok, well, knowing a little about her history, and just reading up on some of her friends... y'know... gut instincts are kicking in. Flashing lights and sirens are going off in my head. "Nick, this might not be that good of an idea to persue."
Like I said, this is the one time I'm probably gonna follow that.
Believe me, I like the girl. I would -LIKE- for it to be more than just a fling, but because of the distance between us (location wise), and where our lives are at this point, this might not be that good of an idea.
Now add to all this that my professional life is picking up speed like hitting the gas while heading downhill in a drag racer. I mean, it's just surging ahead.
So in this case, it leads to a slight conflict: I can either:
a) Go to her birthday on the 9th, and probably enjoy myself, and probably do something stupid
or
b) Go to Hampton and work for a wrestling promotion on their ring crew, enjoy a wrestling show, get my name out there some more, see some more people I know and like, and have a good time, and be downright exhausted.
Decisions, decisions.
... probably wouldn't hurt to get my head checked while I'm at all of this. X_X
Ok, now normally, I don't listen to myself when it comes to those things, but this go around, I think I'm gonna listen, because... well, here's the gist of it:
I hooked up with a girl at AUSA last month. Had fun. Got laid. Was all good. Well, I kept in contact with her until she basically told me to buzz off, which I did. Didn't feel too good to, but I did. And I just went silent. She contacts me a few days later, and we talk briefly. I'm invited to come see her on her birthday this weekend in Maryland.
Ok, well, knowing a little about her history, and just reading up on some of her friends... y'know... gut instincts are kicking in. Flashing lights and sirens are going off in my head. "Nick, this might not be that good of an idea to persue."
Like I said, this is the one time I'm probably gonna follow that.
Believe me, I like the girl. I would -LIKE- for it to be more than just a fling, but because of the distance between us (location wise), and where our lives are at this point, this might not be that good of an idea.
Now add to all this that my professional life is picking up speed like hitting the gas while heading downhill in a drag racer. I mean, it's just surging ahead.
So in this case, it leads to a slight conflict: I can either:
a) Go to her birthday on the 9th, and probably enjoy myself, and probably do something stupid
or
b) Go to Hampton and work for a wrestling promotion on their ring crew, enjoy a wrestling show, get my name out there some more, see some more people I know and like, and have a good time, and be downright exhausted.
Decisions, decisions.
... probably wouldn't hurt to get my head checked while I'm at all of this. X_X