i suck
im bored
i just drove to the spot to meet the UPS guy and he wasnt there
and i was doing it as a favor...it was an hour drive
both ways
so i just wasted a 1/4 tank of gas on nothing...grrrr
today i'ma play some paintball
i think shooting people will release some aggression...i should actually just walk into hannafords where nikki is working and shoot her with some paint for a while...that'll cheer me up
the sad thing about this whole thing is im trying to be nice...im trying to be understanding and forgiving...
kindness, or weakness?
i've debated this for years...i always do this shit...
i once cheated on my ex...i was so glad that she gave me another chance
i now know to the full extent how fucked up it is
ah well
i'll just follow my instincts...
it'll all be good, ....go fate!! (i don't really believe in fate but when things are shitty i like to hand it over to fate...cuz i dont need the stress) hehe
i just drove to the spot to meet the UPS guy and he wasnt there
and i was doing it as a favor...it was an hour drive
both ways
so i just wasted a 1/4 tank of gas on nothing...grrrr
today i'ma play some paintball
i think shooting people will release some aggression...i should actually just walk into hannafords where nikki is working and shoot her with some paint for a while...that'll cheer me up
the sad thing about this whole thing is im trying to be nice...im trying to be understanding and forgiving...
kindness, or weakness?
i've debated this for years...i always do this shit...
i once cheated on my ex...i was so glad that she gave me another chance
i now know to the full extent how fucked up it is
ah well
i'll just follow my instincts...
it'll all be good, ....go fate!! (i don't really believe in fate but when things are shitty i like to hand it over to fate...cuz i dont need the stress) hehe