what is the meaning of me

[nicholsnewname]

so alot of shit has been going on in my life lately. some i do not like at all and some i have approved one i dont agree with many of you know i have no choice but to deal with. others are work and family related and aent to bad. i havent been able to escape reality and think outside the tiny little box that is my life and hopefully tonite will help that,
or at least let me hae a fun night to just get away and not think about the past that has been haunting me and lingering over my head like an axe ready to drop and destroy my whole being

i need someone here to help me with this and i cant seem to find that person anymore the way i need them and it is very sad