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i need a massive time out from everything :/
after last night i dont know what to do.
how am i meant to be someone's anything let alone their hero if i havent even found a replacement for my own and feel so lost and useless?
i need to change desperately because not one single person knows me in this world now and yet the rest of the world iv never spoken to seems to know about me, everything that id never tell even my best friends :( and havent and all my best friends are being distant because they think iv replaced them :(
i feel so lost like everything i was no longer belongs to me anymore?
i need to start again.and make it through work without collapsing for 2 days :)
i am so sick of waking up sick.how much longer is it going to happen that i just feel ill? seriously? im sick of everything at the moment, i need to get a life and go out, this is so bad for me
im so totally in love with flyleaf again, i cant believe we saw them so long ago :( and alphabeat.oh god
im well up for speed dating tonight, should be fun! : D
cant wait for tuuuuesdayyyy
after last night i dont know what to do.
how am i meant to be someone's anything let alone their hero if i havent even found a replacement for my own and feel so lost and useless?
i need to change desperately because not one single person knows me in this world now and yet the rest of the world iv never spoken to seems to know about me, everything that id never tell even my best friends :( and havent and all my best friends are being distant because they think iv replaced them :(
i feel so lost like everything i was no longer belongs to me anymore?
i need to start again.and make it through work without collapsing for 2 days :)
i am so sick of waking up sick.how much longer is it going to happen that i just feel ill? seriously? im sick of everything at the moment, i need to get a life and go out, this is so bad for me
im so totally in love with flyleaf again, i cant believe we saw them so long ago :( and alphabeat.oh god
im well up for speed dating tonight, should be fun! : D
cant wait for tuuuuesdayyyy