I was randomly hospitalized this weekend.
Oh hai. I'm sitting at my computer which means I'm not standing which means I'm not mostly just being a DJ for babies on my super glorified ipod. Actually, I'm not sitting, either. I'm laying in a hospital bed because what else would I be doing?
My lungs have managed to eat all of the dicks in the last week or so. Like, I've been sort of hanging on the threshold of productivity, and then Violet gave me a cold. It's like I'm obligated to socialize my baby and introduce her to the world or something!
There's always a push-pull of wanting her all for myself but then relenting and sharing her because OH GOD SHE'S JUST THE BEST. She's a really great kid, and I'm so happy to be the one to show her the world and teach her things.
Except that she then gets me incredibly sick instantaneously.
And my IV benedryl just kicked in.
It's been real, folks. I suppose I'll try to log in again soon. The last year was so very very hard and isolating and scary and I'm really feeling the absence of having a place to write.
Also, I'm super ashamed of how long it took for me to figure out how to create a new entry.
My lungs have managed to eat all of the dicks in the last week or so. Like, I've been sort of hanging on the threshold of productivity, and then Violet gave me a cold. It's like I'm obligated to socialize my baby and introduce her to the world or something!
There's always a push-pull of wanting her all for myself but then relenting and sharing her because OH GOD SHE'S JUST THE BEST. She's a really great kid, and I'm so happy to be the one to show her the world and teach her things.
Except that she then gets me incredibly sick instantaneously.
And my IV benedryl just kicked in.
It's been real, folks. I suppose I'll try to log in again soon. The last year was so very very hard and isolating and scary and I'm really feeling the absence of having a place to write.
Also, I'm super ashamed of how long it took for me to figure out how to create a new entry.