And if it ends today, well I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone.
"Well this is not your fault, but if i'm without you then I will feel so small.
And if you have to go, well always knows that you shine brighter than anyone does."
Tonight was a typical night, I suppose.
I worked 1pm to 8pm.
Raced home to meet up with my baby at my doorstep to go to his house to watch trueblood and take a nap. <3
I'm begining to fully understand the intensity of our love.
And how he has scuplted my being in so many new ways.
Even if we are so goddamned difficult sometimes.
He deals with my little Robert Pattinson crush.
And my half asleep hissy fits when his body weight bothers me, then he roles futher away and I'll have a nightmare, and cry.
I deal with his stupid angry fits over nothing, and cover for him when he shatters a window.
I have loved others.
But I have not been in love until I met you.
Every path leads to you, no matter how many times I've tried to force it different.
I can't push you away.
I think I'm okay with that. <3 lol.
Time is really coming to an end, isn't it?
Boston is on the edge of my fingertips.
I'm so insanely excited.
I can't wait to meet new people.
Make new friends.
Find a new life.
I'm not really scared of meeting new people, it never really bothered me.
At this point I can't wait.
I got my T pass and I'm ready to go.
ya know? There were people that were my very bestfriends, that I lost contact with.
And this summer I strived to be closer to them.
And now that I have about 12 days left, they want to hang out?
That's bullshit.
Whatever, I'll hang out with them but, I doubt I'll consider them the way I once had.
Part of me wants to. I'll update on that subject later.
I've never been able to fully turn my back to anyone.
Monday-
Work 3pm - 11pm.
Tuesday-
Work 3pm - 11pm.
Wensday-
Off.
Beach with Ashley!
Then over to chris' for the night <3
Thursday-
Off.
No plans.
Friday-
LAST DAY OF WORK.
3PM - 11PM.
<3 bye bye new jersey