Feb 18, 2009 21:47
I can't go to New Hampshire for my birthday anymore.
My father deemed it unsafe.
But I can go to Coasta Rica in October on a cruise with Ryane?
They know the drinking age is 18, and it's 3 teenaged girls.
That doesn't make any sense.
Yeah Fuck you.
I don't care about turning 18. Or My birthday. I don't give a fuck. I have nothing to look forward to anymore.
Seriously, I'm gonna drink myself into a coma the night before my birthday, I don't give a fucking shit. Nothing looks appealing for my birthday.
I don't care.
I don't care about my tattoo or piercings I wanted. This is just makes it fucking suck.
The day I turned 17 my parents told me to go everywhere I wanted too that they would help fund it and let me go. My parents lets me do whatever I wanted these last 11 and a half months. But I can't go to New Hampshire. That's a bit fucking stupid.
For the first time in my life, I am not excited for my birthday.
I feel like they just sucked the youth out of me. I don't care anymore.
I can't wait til I get out of New Jersey.
Whatever I'm pretty over it, it's just an extra year on my list, and an extra number to my age.
whoop di fucking do.
no one reads this shit really. Live journal is a site to write shit, cause honestly...no ones really listening anyway.