Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones.
All I ever do is listen to brand new and think lately.
Have you just had music that made your body scream? Just flat out, hit every emotion you've ever felt and the same time? I've always felt this way, maybe I'm just a fucking psyco.
You are calm and repose
let your beauty unfold
pale white like the skin stretched over your bone
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding on to yourself the best you can
you are the smell before rain
you are the blood in my veins
that fucking moves me. lol the cd OBVIOUSLY has been out for lightyears, but I still need to listen to the song once a day.
What the fuck am I talking about...
Today was lame, Chris was supposed to comeover, but shit came up and it didn't happen. So I drove a lot, Talked on the phone with him, took a nap, and have been bored ever since.
I made an xanga for liz, I don't fucking understand it, Liz, if I give you my account info, Can you make it cute?
Eh, I take my placement test for ACCCC tomorrow.
Then after one year there
I go to Muai CC, then the 3rd and 4th years are spent at a conventional 4 year school, I'm looking at NYC, Philly or L.A as cities of choice....
next three are Boston, Seatle, or Chi-town.
I want far away from my roots, I'll find them again, I'm sure of it, but I want to lose myself for a couple of years.
I'm worried about Chris, I really think he has an eating disorder. He doesn't eat enough, then sometimes, he eats too much, just to feel sick and puke it all up. I thought maybe he had a weak stomach, but this seems all too fishy lately. Maybe I'm over analzying him.
I spoke to Sir Andrew last night, He and I stopped arguing for once, and the way he spoked to me last night, twisted my head around. I don't know what to make of him sometimes.
And I'm hanging out with Nick when I get my liscence March 5th. Am I insane for staying close to my ex's? They know me a lot better most friends. Well, they know me on an exclusive level.
My mind is a hurricane right now. It's like lucid dreaming.
I need an adventure, take me away from here.
I'll pay my end with laughter, and hugs of long nights.
I swear we could make something of it.
Spring break isn't my style,
But exasperating intoxication is my faulty contradiction.
Lets ride some swings, pretend we're birds.
We'll soar into the oblivion.
bestfriends forever with rings that rot our fingers
just like the lies everyone spreads.
we all want out, but whats our price.
-----writen: me.
Guh, So Chris asked me to go to florida with him over spring break. We'd sleep at his grandpas house, and rome the city all day and hit up beaches and drink under the docks. I can dig it. My Mom said yes.
27 days, until I'm 18. I'm fucking done bloging for today. More time to IM liz.
Have you just had music that made your body scream? Just flat out, hit every emotion you've ever felt and the same time? I've always felt this way, maybe I'm just a fucking psyco.
You are calm and repose
let your beauty unfold
pale white like the skin stretched over your bone
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding on to yourself the best you can
you are the smell before rain
you are the blood in my veins
that fucking moves me. lol the cd OBVIOUSLY has been out for lightyears, but I still need to listen to the song once a day.
What the fuck am I talking about...
Today was lame, Chris was supposed to comeover, but shit came up and it didn't happen. So I drove a lot, Talked on the phone with him, took a nap, and have been bored ever since.
I made an xanga for liz, I don't fucking understand it, Liz, if I give you my account info, Can you make it cute?
Eh, I take my placement test for ACCCC tomorrow.
Then after one year there
I go to Muai CC, then the 3rd and 4th years are spent at a conventional 4 year school, I'm looking at NYC, Philly or L.A as cities of choice....
next three are Boston, Seatle, or Chi-town.
I want far away from my roots, I'll find them again, I'm sure of it, but I want to lose myself for a couple of years.
I'm worried about Chris, I really think he has an eating disorder. He doesn't eat enough, then sometimes, he eats too much, just to feel sick and puke it all up. I thought maybe he had a weak stomach, but this seems all too fishy lately. Maybe I'm over analzying him.
I spoke to Sir Andrew last night, He and I stopped arguing for once, and the way he spoked to me last night, twisted my head around. I don't know what to make of him sometimes.
And I'm hanging out with Nick when I get my liscence March 5th. Am I insane for staying close to my ex's? They know me a lot better most friends. Well, they know me on an exclusive level.
My mind is a hurricane right now. It's like lucid dreaming.
I need an adventure, take me away from here.
I'll pay my end with laughter, and hugs of long nights.
I swear we could make something of it.
Spring break isn't my style,
But exasperating intoxication is my faulty contradiction.
Lets ride some swings, pretend we're birds.
We'll soar into the oblivion.
bestfriends forever with rings that rot our fingers
just like the lies everyone spreads.
we all want out, but whats our price.
-----writen: me.
Guh, So Chris asked me to go to florida with him over spring break. We'd sleep at his grandpas house, and rome the city all day and hit up beaches and drink under the docks. I can dig it. My Mom said yes.
27 days, until I'm 18. I'm fucking done bloging for today. More time to IM liz.