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usually i wish i had more to update my journal with other than rambling about school and today seems to be that day. i woke up completely on my own with no alarm which felt so good. then once i made my way out of bed and into the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth i smiled the biggest smile for no reason. then spent the next few minutes laughing at my cat who loves to have morning conversations. so although the news of having to attend pcc another full year after this totally bummed me out and put me in the dumps for about a week i really have started to realize how much potential it gives me. first it allows more time to figure out the major that i'll choose, more time to plan for a transfer, and more time to adventure. some really good news is that i am still loosing weight which means i'm starting to finally feel good with my size and my chub. its all there still in the tummy but i am starting to embrace it and accept it is who i am. struggling with size acceptance is a big deal for me so hopefully by the end of the year i can look at myself and feel okay with who i am.
in other news i got the chance before class to talk with jessica (unicornbeard) via skype which was so lovely and so good for me. i miss her dearly and hope to go visit her again by the end of june. it will be good for me. i will go more prepared this time too. also some other summer plans are in the works such as chicago zine fest in march (which is actually spring break), san juan islands, seattle, and maybe just maybe some other magical places.