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Hm, so I have a self-esteem problem and don't think I'm very pretty at all.
I go to this small town school in the middle of Michigan.
Let me tell you.
The boys are so shallow here.
I've been called pretty by many people, but not one boy is somewhat interested in me.
It doesn't make sense.
My friend Janea told me it's cuz I'm not approachable because I'm so intimidating.
I just don't know how to be more approachable.
and by intimidating she meant as in I'm really smart and have a good head on my shoulders so boys are probably too scared to even say hello.
ha.
It's not like I walk around like I'm badass so boys are "scared" of me.
So yeah.
"how to be approachable?"
idk.
then it seems like when I do find a guy, they are never realistic.
for example.
I started talking to this one boy on MSN from Florida.
He is such a sweetheart to me but seriously.
Florida?
That'll never happen.
So mine as well forget that.
It at least gets my self esteem a tad bit up.
then there's this other boy that is from around this area, that graduated last year that I've been talking to.
But he's the type of guy who comes off as really nice to everyone so I don't know if when he's being sweet to me it's because he's nice to everyone or if he is actually "flirting" with me.
hmm.
I mean he's invited me to hang out but it's always with a group of people so I don't know.
Getting mixed signals here.
ha
boys boys boys.
they can be oh so confusing.
Hmmmph.
I go to this small town school in the middle of Michigan.
Let me tell you.
The boys are so shallow here.
I've been called pretty by many people, but not one boy is somewhat interested in me.
It doesn't make sense.
My friend Janea told me it's cuz I'm not approachable because I'm so intimidating.
I just don't know how to be more approachable.
and by intimidating she meant as in I'm really smart and have a good head on my shoulders so boys are probably too scared to even say hello.
ha.
It's not like I walk around like I'm badass so boys are "scared" of me.
So yeah.
"how to be approachable?"
idk.
then it seems like when I do find a guy, they are never realistic.
for example.
I started talking to this one boy on MSN from Florida.
He is such a sweetheart to me but seriously.
Florida?
That'll never happen.
So mine as well forget that.
It at least gets my self esteem a tad bit up.
then there's this other boy that is from around this area, that graduated last year that I've been talking to.
But he's the type of guy who comes off as really nice to everyone so I don't know if when he's being sweet to me it's because he's nice to everyone or if he is actually "flirting" with me.
hmm.
I mean he's invited me to hang out but it's always with a group of people so I don't know.
Getting mixed signals here.
ha
boys boys boys.
they can be oh so confusing.
Hmmmph.