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So I'm not quite sure to write on here at all.
I'm completely new to this but I have a feeling it may be good for me to get my emotions out in a semi-private way.
No one I know from MY school has a livejournal. The only person I know-know who has one is Leah and I know that my secrets are safe with her. :]
Anyway today at school was alright.
I discovered something new about myself.
*I hate charcoal.
and I also learned that I am a very jealous person.
Charcoal as in art-wise. We were just introduced to charcoal a couple days ago and I hate it. I love how it looks like all sketchy and stuff but I hate how dirty it is. By the time I leave the classroom my hands are tinted black even though I washed like like 3 or 4 times.
As for the jealous stuff, like I don't know. But I have this girl I call her my best friend named Ashley. Well we hang out constantly. And lately she's been hanging out with our other friend Courtney a lot more than me and I guess you could say I'm a tad jealous. The main reason I'm jealous is because I have no one else to go to really. Ashley can go hang out with Courtney all she wants but who does that leave me with? exactly
I'm a really dependent person when it comes to friendship and family I have to have the guidance of someone else or just even the presence of someone else. I'm not completely dependent. I am independent in some ways , dont think I'm not, its just friends are my life. and when one of them that I hang out with all the time starts to hang out with someone else just as much as she used to hang out with me, ya get a little jealous. Am I right?!
hah.
anyway.
sorry if I'm boring you with my whiney complaints.
comment me? and I'll fo sho comment you back. :]