God why do I wait so long to write??
Well... God I have not written since October??? Are you serious? That's really too bad... I hate not writing that long cause then I have a shit load of stuff to talk about but I am too impatient to type it all so I end up giving a really brief summary. So lets see....as of November it was decided that Josh and I are keeping the baby I am now 7 months pregnant.. I know i know... "Nichole already has one baby!!" BUT I was on the pill and I was using protection so apparently my body is too fertile and shit happened. The plus side? My friends and family know, Josh and I are still together and moving in to an apartment next month, I am actually happy this time around and Josh is more thrilled than anything to be a father. I am having a baby boy, whom we have named Caleb Joshua. He is due in March. Skylar doesn't quite grasp what having a baby is, but she does rub my stomach everynight and tells "caref" goodnight. This is going to be a good experience this time for me. The only part of this that I hate is that my dad was so hurt.. I made him cry and that is the worst feeling ever. But we are cool now, he even bought his soon to be grandson a brand new crib.
So lets see what else?? I guess that about sums it up lol. The past few months have really been focused on doctors appt's and looking for an apartment. But I do have to say before I end this shitty entry... that I have gained more than I have lost.. my family and I are getting close again, and I have become very close to Josh's family.. and Josh and I are starting a family. I know I am a little young to be thinking of that but he is 25 and I have never been one to want to date around or party. I am willing to give that up to take care of my family. Thank you to all that have been great thru all of this. I love you all so much and you mean the world to me. Dont ever forget that please!
So lets see what else?? I guess that about sums it up lol. The past few months have really been focused on doctors appt's and looking for an apartment. But I do have to say before I end this shitty entry... that I have gained more than I have lost.. my family and I are getting close again, and I have become very close to Josh's family.. and Josh and I are starting a family. I know I am a little young to be thinking of that but he is 25 and I have never been one to want to date around or party. I am willing to give that up to take care of my family. Thank you to all that have been great thru all of this. I love you all so much and you mean the world to me. Dont ever forget that please!