Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back....
Holy shit I have not written in here since June. I hate not writing that long cause then there is so much shit to catch up on and i dont have the patience to write that much. To wrap it up... I did pretty much nothing but work and spend time with my future husband every single day. But now that school is back in session for everyone but myself, I feel this is the only place to turn.
Same time each year since I had Skylar, I get very upset at the fact that I am not living in a dorm going to school like all of my friends, and then i get even more pissed that the douche bag that helped create skylar gets to be living a normal college student life... NOT RIGHT!!! (dont mistake that for me wanting him to be around, cause i dont) I have fully come to terms that things are better this way. Besides Josh is being more a father to Skylar than band boy could even dream of ever being. So anyway,.I am supposed to start school up in January which I will make sure happens. I cant be at teletech my whole life.. i just want to be a teacher damnit!!!
So what else is there to update??? Josh and I are going on almost a year together which is so cool. The year flew by. I guess when you really love the person you are with the time just disappears, and thats a good thing cause i dont feel that I am stuck in this hellish relationship. Sure we have our share of couple quarrels but who doesnt. makes making up that much better!!
Skylar... the most amazing little girl one could ever wish to conceive. Everyday she seems to do something more smart than the day before. The way she walks, talks, dances, plays.... its so unbelievable.I am very blessed to have not only a fun baby, but she is so beautiful to look at. I dont know what i would do if i didnt have her little face staring at me each morning before my good morning kiss. I love you Skylar Jean.
I guess thats all i got for now.. hopefully i will feel like writing more soon.
Same time each year since I had Skylar, I get very upset at the fact that I am not living in a dorm going to school like all of my friends, and then i get even more pissed that the douche bag that helped create skylar gets to be living a normal college student life... NOT RIGHT!!! (dont mistake that for me wanting him to be around, cause i dont) I have fully come to terms that things are better this way. Besides Josh is being more a father to Skylar than band boy could even dream of ever being. So anyway,.I am supposed to start school up in January which I will make sure happens. I cant be at teletech my whole life.. i just want to be a teacher damnit!!!
So what else is there to update??? Josh and I are going on almost a year together which is so cool. The year flew by. I guess when you really love the person you are with the time just disappears, and thats a good thing cause i dont feel that I am stuck in this hellish relationship. Sure we have our share of couple quarrels but who doesnt. makes making up that much better!!
Skylar... the most amazing little girl one could ever wish to conceive. Everyday she seems to do something more smart than the day before. The way she walks, talks, dances, plays.... its so unbelievable.I am very blessed to have not only a fun baby, but she is so beautiful to look at. I dont know what i would do if i didnt have her little face staring at me each morning before my good morning kiss. I love you Skylar Jean.
I guess thats all i got for now.. hopefully i will feel like writing more soon.