Sick of this shit
So just when everything is going right.... SOMETHING has to happen to just kill that mood. Josh and I are amazing. I love him so much and we really are happy together I could not ask for more. Then comes in the parents... driving me fuckin nuts!!! I dont want to live here anymore and I cant even attempt to get out until the damn phone bill is paid off. HELLO i dont make THAT much money guys... sorry to disappoint you!! Its not like I planned on the fucking bill being that much OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!
I am treated more like a baby than skylar is. I get so frustruated because i know how i want things to be. I want skylar to listen to my rules, she needs to learn what NO means. I want to be independent.. take care of my daughter on my own.. maybe make myself feel more adult. But how the hell can that happen when i feel like a baby??? Explain this to me. Everything is like crashing on my head all at once and I am going nuts. And the wonder why Josh means so much to me... cause when I talk to him on the phone its like I am an adult for once. and when we are together I feel the same way. But again thats something they wouldnt understand cause nichole has NO IDEA what she is doing in life. UGHHH!!!!
I am treated more like a baby than skylar is. I get so frustruated because i know how i want things to be. I want skylar to listen to my rules, she needs to learn what NO means. I want to be independent.. take care of my daughter on my own.. maybe make myself feel more adult. But how the hell can that happen when i feel like a baby??? Explain this to me. Everything is like crashing on my head all at once and I am going nuts. And the wonder why Josh means so much to me... cause when I talk to him on the phone its like I am an adult for once. and when we are together I feel the same way. But again thats something they wouldnt understand cause nichole has NO IDEA what she is doing in life. UGHHH!!!!