i should warn you I'm disaster

[nicholas_john]

she wrote me a letter and sealed it with a kiss
and I was quick to write back
lust wins over love in this case
your came to my house and we began the usual dance
I kissed with eyes wide open
leaving nothing to chance

and yes its true
all I could think about was you
and yes its true
she means nothing to me
and yes its true
that I can't get you out of my head

Now I'm going through the motions
with some stranger in my bed
because I wanted her to leave
but only said so in my head
you got what you wanted
but you wanted so much more
if love is such a tragedy
why don't you treat it like a chore

so i say

wont you leave
I'm not ready for something like this
It's just me
and your a stranger and I try not to be like this

but we take love in tiny doses
i can never find it whole
this empty state of longing
is a flower that just wont grow

do for me this one last thing
and take a look within
your beautiful you know it
and I'm ugly as sin
don't be so lonely
because i'm here for you
because I swear I'd do anything
just to be with you