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*yawn* well im tired but due to the ammount of alcohol ive consumed i cannot sleep due to feeling hyperactive? so whats happend.. nothing really.. just another boring week of college with a trip to surfer at the end which was merely scraping average. Collegewas sucky, it was the last week of half term thingy so basicly everyone was all finished ur work catch up etc and all my m8s were being bleh. jade toled matt abi liked him.. i feel like im in school again :S (cept this school has boys) and matt acted in an oh my god :O:O:O:O:O:O:O kinda way.. i have the feeling she cudav destroyed a frienship maybe lol but ah well abi casn allways dream/hope. Surfer was boring.. the bands were good and the alcohol sufficient but i ended up with chris and stuart all night. They were running around like loons taking pictures and chating to "the surfer crew" and i just sat there looking like the most bored person in the world lol it even came down to the sadness of realising that the majority of the people i was near all in 1 way enraged me and made me wanna hurt them ( ie college people people form school people i dont generally like) that made me laugh cos thats the 1st time ive ever thought like that on a major scale.. prod bordom and alcohol.. maybe a bit more booz couldhave made me do it.. i dont know
So yeah tonight ive just sat at home, went to grasy earlyer with me mum, chris texted me saying he loved southampton and i shud hurry up n get my interview.. hed also picked up some polish hitch hikers... may translate in to prostitutes hmmm... but yeah southampton.. i dont know if i actaully wanna go there.. so what if its good and posh etc.. herts seemed nice..i felt i fited in there and could get along/be near home and also some people i know in hsc are going so il know people there..soton seems far away n posh n scary plus they havent gotten back to me yet a about the interview.. hopefully i donmt get one instead of having to list reasons why i dont want to go damn these life changing choices! damn wine/gin punch my though process in inpered!!! how sad am i :S my boyfriends gone off to london with his mates to see nightwish and what do i do... i sit indoors drinkin wine/gin punch with my parents eating junk food/watching joe pasquale hehe ah well spose il miss things like that when im at uni... well im getting all thinky now and stuff so im gonna end it on the thought of. *I've been planning to go to the surfeer alldayer for months to see my m8s 1st gig n chris's band play... i got a text earlyer from an old m8 saying my 18th fun thing is on the 19th march uve gotta come were going to london etc... kinda said oh erm ive made plans n me mates laying all the heart string pullingcards 1- shes pregnant so its her lat free time with her mates sorta thing as a normal teenager 2- its her 18th only happens 1.. 3- were old matesn have known each other for years.. so what do i do.. let don my boyfriend and group of mates or let down my pregnant mate on her bday doo thing? its confusing il feel bad either way most people have said go to the alldayer but i dunnospose il have to hope that she changes thedate or something night night
So yeah tonight ive just sat at home, went to grasy earlyer with me mum, chris texted me saying he loved southampton and i shud hurry up n get my interview.. hed also picked up some polish hitch hikers... may translate in to prostitutes hmmm... but yeah southampton.. i dont know if i actaully wanna go there.. so what if its good and posh etc.. herts seemed nice..i felt i fited in there and could get along/be near home and also some people i know in hsc are going so il know people there..soton seems far away n posh n scary plus they havent gotten back to me yet a about the interview.. hopefully i donmt get one instead of having to list reasons why i dont want to go damn these life changing choices! damn wine/gin punch my though process in inpered!!! how sad am i :S my boyfriends gone off to london with his mates to see nightwish and what do i do... i sit indoors drinkin wine/gin punch with my parents eating junk food/watching joe pasquale hehe ah well spose il miss things like that when im at uni... well im getting all thinky now and stuff so im gonna end it on the thought of. *I've been planning to go to the surfeer alldayer for months to see my m8s 1st gig n chris's band play... i got a text earlyer from an old m8 saying my 18th fun thing is on the 19th march uve gotta come were going to london etc... kinda said oh erm ive made plans n me mates laying all the heart string pullingcards 1- shes pregnant so its her lat free time with her mates sorta thing as a normal teenager 2- its her 18th only happens 1.. 3- were old matesn have known each other for years.. so what do i do.. let don my boyfriend and group of mates or let down my pregnant mate on her bday doo thing? its confusing il feel bad either way most people have said go to the alldayer but i dunnospose il have to hope that she changes thedate or something night night