Oct 20, 2004 19:44
i spent some time fixing some of the things that went wrong. collecting the names of the problems on a paper to eventually throw away. i realize i am a lot more hasty and weirder than i thought. sometimes forgetting to catch my breath before speaking. if things are bad or good i'm going to go down the hall in a little bit and sit down, take something out and do whatever it is i find in my hands. 5 to 10 minutes into it i am going to roll a cigarette which will bring me outside.
and the great big blazing stars came out.