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I really love my kitchen sink and the median that separates my small kitchen from my small dining room. Well in the beginning it looked as though had a really long kitchen. So I went dumpster diving and found this awesome cupboard/bar. It's perfect really. Just what elongated kitchen's doctor would have ordered, if he actually existed. In a way, I s'pose, I was and still am my kitchens doctor. Today I saw a friend that I hadn't seen in a really long time. She had the look of a woman humbled by pregnancy...The softened look... Smiling with a secret. She never used to smile...she would laugh in loud bursts that sounded like isrealis dying at inappropriate times..but she never smiled. I always thought she was impervious to love. She was always in the back of my mind, everytime I had a love episode. I would waste my time falling in love on an hourly basis while she would dream of better ways to cloud her mind. She thought love was just a construct, and always carried a loaded tongue should someone decide to debate the philosophies of dead-men. She was heady like that. We would smoke cigarettes together. So she's in love...and I'm in love for real this time. It's been about 8 months...it's the longest relationship of my adult life... I'm so sick of everyone that I see when I go out. ..i'm not gonna complain...I can't complain...things are nice for once...Smoke and mirrors went home.... no more awkward disillusioned notions of love...I've recently become aware of social cues...I guess puberty is finally over...These pizza commercials are so silly. " get 2 1 topping pizza's for 9.99 and we'll throw in a side of cheesy bread with a side of marinara sauce".......Just pizza reconfigured....cinner sticks are good. I love going to mr. gadddis...and gorging myself with jellied pizzas....My shoulders hurt.