Certain that I'm tired of uncertainty
I need some guy friends. This isn't to say that I'm ungrateful for my g/f and other female friends, because that couldn't be further from the truth. But I truly don't have any close guy friends that I hang out with or anything. It'd be great to have somebody I could talk to about girls, cars, and life in general. But is my only option paying thousands of dollars for a room on the IWU campus when I live only 15 minutes away? I don't really want to do that. I mean, I can stand my family. I have my own room. I have much more freedom here than I would there. I'd love to have an accountability partner and somebody to talk to about spiritual issues. While girls are great to talk to about many things, there are just some things that only a guy could relate to. I'm not the most outgoing person in the world, and I know that. But introverts need friends, too.
In other news, I went to Fairmount Friends for church today. I really enjoyed it! Their form of communion is quite different than anything I've experienced before, but it was still pretty cool. It was great being there with Alicia, Morgan, Kiley, Jessica, Karen, and Chris. I'd never been there for an actual church service until today, despite the many times I'd been there for youth group and Bible study.
I'm lazy. Really lazy. On top of that, my main feeling as of lately has been uncertainty. It's not pleasant, but I honestly don't know how to change it. I feel like there's so much that I'm not that I should be. And so much that I am that I shouldn't be. None of that probably makes sense, and now you have a glimpse into my world.
God bless.
Mark
In other news, I went to Fairmount Friends for church today. I really enjoyed it! Their form of communion is quite different than anything I've experienced before, but it was still pretty cool. It was great being there with Alicia, Morgan, Kiley, Jessica, Karen, and Chris. I'd never been there for an actual church service until today, despite the many times I'd been there for youth group and Bible study.
I'm lazy. Really lazy. On top of that, my main feeling as of lately has been uncertainty. It's not pleasant, but I honestly don't know how to change it. I feel like there's so much that I'm not that I should be. And so much that I am that I shouldn't be. None of that probably makes sense, and now you have a glimpse into my world.
God bless.
Mark