Sep 01, 2001 12:49
Hey people, sorry I couldn't finish my last entry. Anyways, it's really cool to know that the girl you like likes you! Morgan and I aren't ready for a relationship or anything yet...so I don't want to rush it. I also don't want people saying things and labeling us together yet. And while I like and want to hang around her, I don't want to make it obvious. I don't want it to be like we are together, because we're not. We just like each other! I just don't want to do anything that would mess up the way she feels about me and the way I feel about her.
I really think Morgan's right for me. She's a strong Christian (she and I go to the same youth group). She and I are a lot alike. We share a lot of the same opinions, which is pretty cool! She also writes poems (she's really good at it). I like her personality...she's funny and silly, but she also has a serious side. Which is good, because I'm trying to lighten up, and she's good at being outgoing! But she and I have gotten to be such great of friends...and I don't want anything less than that! Maybe a relationship will happen...but if it doesn't, I don't want to be too down, because she is such a good friend. :)
In my spiritual life, I think I'm becoming stronger each day. Yesterday afternoon can attest to that. I was on my way home from school, slowing down to turn into my driveway. I had to come to almost a stop because there was a truck coming in the other direction. So they went by and I turned in. I knew there was a green/blue Dodge Neon behind me, but she was slowing down. I pulled into my driveway, and all of a sudden, I heard the mailbox post snap. I looked out to my left side and saw the Neon slammed into our front ditch and our mailbox was scattered throughout. There was a black Dodge Ram behind her, and his brakes had locked up and he rammed her from the back (no pun intended, really...). I pulled my car on up the rest of the way (it's fine, no damage or anything to me or my car) and ran out to see if everyone was okay. They all were, but the back of the Neon was all smashed (the Ram was barely bent). But it just shows how God is there, protecting the children He so dearly loves. As I went inside to call my mom, I prayed and thanked the Lord for being there, watching over us all. The mailbox and the grass in the ditch can easily be replaced...a human life cannot. While things have been going okay for me, my grandma is worsening in the nursing home...she had been doing pretty good for a while. I've prayed every day for about a month and a half for her to recover if it is God's will. She is 90 years old, though...so it won't be easy if she does. But she is a Christian, and so I know she's in good hands with the Lord no matter what. :)
Anyways, that's what's going on in my world these days. Happy Labor Day weekend everyone. God bless, keep it real.
Mark