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Why do i do the things i do. i hope i haven't ruined the friendship but I'm afraid that i have. i feel almost exactly like "Poor Jack" song right now. i think i may try and see and talk to her sometime soon just afraid of going to her house....
All the things i said were not at her just how i feel about myself also. So much going on lately so much stress. I have 3 weeks tell I'm kicked out of my home if i don't find a job. finals are coming in 2 weeks. Parents want me to get stuff working i don't know how to do. everything going all wrong don't know where i can turn anymore. i just want to crawl into a hole and die. who would notice if im gone hmm.
Why i cant say no because im afraid they wont be my friends anymore i know its non since but thats what it is i know if i said no she would be ok but i would feel bad for some reason.
wish it was saturday night again. when i was happy again for little while
All the things i said were not at her just how i feel about myself also. So much going on lately so much stress. I have 3 weeks tell I'm kicked out of my home if i don't find a job. finals are coming in 2 weeks. Parents want me to get stuff working i don't know how to do. everything going all wrong don't know where i can turn anymore. i just want to crawl into a hole and die. who would notice if im gone hmm.
Why i cant say no because im afraid they wont be my friends anymore i know its non since but thats what it is i know if i said no she would be ok but i would feel bad for some reason.
wish it was saturday night again. when i was happy again for little while