Can I never have happiness?

[niceguy86]

Sometimes, I wish I could cry. I wish I still had the ability to, and I wish that for once, there was an easy decision in front of me. I can't change other people, so do I have to sacrifice part of myself in order to keep my friends? This can't be happening... nobody could be that self-less, and at the same time, some of my friends can't be this selfish.

I need help

I want to be happy