Feb 06, 2006 14:46
This isn't healthy. I keep letting things that really bother me slide without any sort of notice. Then I realize how much these things bother me, and I don't know why, but I have no outlet. I keep bottling them up, and pretty soon, I'm going to explode... I can feel it. The latest to these bothersome things is now I don't know if I'll be coming back here next year. I love Grand Valley so much more than any place back home, but if my parents refuse to help me pay for college, then I won't have enough money to pay for my house AND classes, and I can't back out on my friends like someone else I know did. I said that I could live there, and if I have to skip a year or two of college, so be it.