Feb 27, 2008 11:25
For some reason, I can't shake this feeling I have. I feel right now that I've lived a lie, that the last few years of my life were just a fantasy in my head. I feel awful. I feel like I've just awoken from the greatest dream I've ever had, and I'm back to a cruel reality. Two people... that I know of. Possibly only one, if I am not one of them. Why does it matter now? Who am I? I feel so lost... and so alone. Help me, please God just help me. I don't want to feel this way anymore.