and Hell welcomes me back...
I want it to end. I just wanted to be happy, but no. Why does Eric deserve to be happy? No no... fuck him, we'll give what he wants to somebody else who doesn't FUCKING DESERVE IT. I wonder, assuming I do sleep, what nightmares the night will bring. I feel shattered. I've never felt it before. Countless times has life broken me, making me stronger each and every time. This, I feel, I can't recover from. I want to escape again, into a world where absolutely nothing matters, but for one reason and one alone, I can't. I have no hope. My ability to hope was something that I thought I'd never lose - it's what made me unique. It's what kept me going, made me smile when I didn't want to, even kept me sane. I have nothing. I am absolutely alone. There's nobody there to turn to, and nobody can make it better again. I can't stop crying, and I feel like my heart has dissolved. So how do I deal with it? I found the most pertinent song I could, played it, and sobbed.
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. **
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. **
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. **
You're the one, and in you I confide. **
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you. **
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. **
** = The most important lines.
I honestly don't care if I draw another breath.
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. **
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. **
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. **
You're the one, and in you I confide. **
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you. **
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. **
** = The most important lines.
I honestly don't care if I draw another breath.