This again?
Nightmares.
My mind is really messed up. I thought that I had rid myself of the nightmares that plagued me of her. Most of the dream was the same, but with very distinct differences:
I was walking around at Grand Valley, and the wind was a bitter cold. I noticed how deserted it was, and then realized how much I felt alone. I arrived at the bridge, and see my love, my true love, standing on the railing, facing the ravine. This time, I crept up, so she wouldn't hear me, thinking that maybe this time I'll be able to save her. I got just up behind her, when I hit a wall, something unseen that wouldn't allow me to go any further. She heard. She turned around, and many tears were falling from her eyes. All she said to me was, "You're too late," and she turned to jump.
Somehow the barrier between us broke, and I ran to save her, catching her by her wrists. I looked deeply into her eyes, seeing no love like I used to. "Please, don't do this," I said, pleading with her to stay. She stared back at me, the tears drying up now, and simply stated, "Eric... why wouldn't I?"
After that, she wrestled free, and after she was gone, her voice filled the air, coming from every direction, saying "I can't Eric, and you know why. You can't fix this."
I hope this was a one-time thing... I can't take this again.
My mind is really messed up. I thought that I had rid myself of the nightmares that plagued me of her. Most of the dream was the same, but with very distinct differences:
I was walking around at Grand Valley, and the wind was a bitter cold. I noticed how deserted it was, and then realized how much I felt alone. I arrived at the bridge, and see my love, my true love, standing on the railing, facing the ravine. This time, I crept up, so she wouldn't hear me, thinking that maybe this time I'll be able to save her. I got just up behind her, when I hit a wall, something unseen that wouldn't allow me to go any further. She heard. She turned around, and many tears were falling from her eyes. All she said to me was, "You're too late," and she turned to jump.
Somehow the barrier between us broke, and I ran to save her, catching her by her wrists. I looked deeply into her eyes, seeing no love like I used to. "Please, don't do this," I said, pleading with her to stay. She stared back at me, the tears drying up now, and simply stated, "Eric... why wouldn't I?"
After that, she wrestled free, and after she was gone, her voice filled the air, coming from every direction, saying "I can't Eric, and you know why. You can't fix this."
I hope this was a one-time thing... I can't take this again.