Apr 03, 2006 03:06
So, I've been thinking a lot about the future, and I'm not really sure what to think. Sometimes I feel like I'm being forced into a world that I'm not ready for, and it truly frightens me. I just wish that I had more time to sort things out for myself. One thing I do know for sure, is that I have the greatest of all friends there to support me. I mentioned once that I wasn't sure if my student loan would come through, and that if it didn't, this whole roommate situation for next year would be so much easier if I didn't live there. I really didn't want that as an option, but I thought that it may be the best option. All of my roommates said that they could/would help me if it ever came to that. I love them so much, I can't even begin to describe. On top of that, there's Sarah... the best part of myself. I talked to a friend of mine, who when she first met her current boyfriend, she knew in an instant that this was what she had been waiting for her entire life. I was skeptical at first, but now... now I know. I can see the rest of my life play out, like the most beautiful story ever written. I can't describe it.
Sarah, I love you with every inch of my heart, and will spend the rest of my life trying to see if I can bring a smile to your face... and even if you're not smiling, I can see it in your eyes.
Paul once told me that if you take two people who have had their wills broken beyond all repair, and you put them together, they fit like a perfect puzzle, something whole that will keep them standing.
Sarah, you complete me.
Mouse... (inside joke)