Why Do You Take It All Away From Me?
I've never had much, but when I had some it was stolen or destroyed, Indian-given or otherwise reclaimed. Just let me be, let me be me. I won't believe you anytime soon cos you would never let me forget what I did to you. They say the total is the sum of all parts, but what if some are missing? You've got no heart.
I think I need some time by myself. Technically, I have been by myself for two days but I still feel so crowded. I'm in that weird frame of mind where I question what I want constantly. I think I know. I had a contented smile the whole time I was thinking about it. My hand stopped hurting but the injury is still gruesome and nothing was this bad since 2nd grade. I drove my car tonight for the first time in like two weeks. I forgot what it was like to drive and pump gas. I am surprised I could drive it at all when I got back from Germany.
Went out to Death Guild last night. Was fun. Got to see kifar, riversprite, wasteddream, nurse_glitch, azaere, rancer, stockjunge, nsferatu, conure_ifau, goblyndick, gunsafety, lollylo, stitchmind, and saab900turbo was nice enough to drive.
Blast, for sure. Stefan and I found sweet close parking and a few drinks were consumed. I was also bestowed with more H obsession by Dave. THANK YOU DAVE. Rumour has it we're going to LA at the end of the month and I am excited. I'm actually glad I made it out. I was sorry to have missed some people but that's the way it goes. It wasn't as packed as Halloween but was still pretty crowded.
A boy came up to me to tell me I had "the raddest hair in the place" and the girl I was with started screaming at him for "trying to be a player" and "only picking up chicks". He turned white as a sheet, and instead of berating him further, she raised my leg to her head level and started screaming about how pretty my boots were. That rules. That girl is totally insane and has mad cleavage. She also really liked the blue barrette that Courtney gave me at the last LoC show.
My hair as of now is bright orange and it was in bouffant pigtails for the anniversary. I was going for a cracked out Toni Basil thing. I think it might've worked. One of my [drunk as all hell] friends came up and put his hands on my hips to talk to me. Apparently we were in very close proximity and I hurt my neck looking up at him because I didn't realise how tall that motherfucker was. I remember noticing his goatee and asking why he was so hairy, which he laughed at profusely.
Last week, Dave got me a really beautiful ring which I will not take off and now feel naked without. I think it is abalone, but maybe I am wrong. I picked it out at a head shop. The only reason I was in said head shop was because of course we were looking for Patchouli oil.
We found it. I always get mad at people for being fadable, and this is an instance. Marty was not awake just now so I poured ice-water on him to wake him up. He is still pissed at me. I am lol-zorz all over the place. He was really mad at me so I poured it all over myself as well in order to prove that it didn't suck so much, but even though I was cold and drenched, he totally wasn't buying it.
I bet Dave would. Usually the shit I do to Dave is non-reciprocal, so I bet if I did that, it would be. I totally vommed today. I hope I am not pregnant. If I was like 10 years older would be like, "WOO PREGNANCY!!" but at present, I am not with a person who wants to have kids EVER. Kinda sucks.
I kinda want to have children since I already spawned like 20, but whatev. Later, I guess. My hands are tied.
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I think I need some time by myself. Technically, I have been by myself for two days but I still feel so crowded. I'm in that weird frame of mind where I question what I want constantly. I think I know. I had a contented smile the whole time I was thinking about it. My hand stopped hurting but the injury is still gruesome and nothing was this bad since 2nd grade. I drove my car tonight for the first time in like two weeks. I forgot what it was like to drive and pump gas. I am surprised I could drive it at all when I got back from Germany.
Went out to Death Guild last night. Was fun. Got to see kifar, riversprite, wasteddream, nurse_glitch, azaere, rancer, stockjunge, nsferatu, conure_ifau, goblyndick, gunsafety, lollylo, stitchmind, and saab900turbo was nice enough to drive.
Blast, for sure. Stefan and I found sweet close parking and a few drinks were consumed. I was also bestowed with more H obsession by Dave. THANK YOU DAVE. Rumour has it we're going to LA at the end of the month and I am excited. I'm actually glad I made it out. I was sorry to have missed some people but that's the way it goes. It wasn't as packed as Halloween but was still pretty crowded.
A boy came up to me to tell me I had "the raddest hair in the place" and the girl I was with started screaming at him for "trying to be a player" and "only picking up chicks". He turned white as a sheet, and instead of berating him further, she raised my leg to her head level and started screaming about how pretty my boots were. That rules. That girl is totally insane and has mad cleavage. She also really liked the blue barrette that Courtney gave me at the last LoC show.
My hair as of now is bright orange and it was in bouffant pigtails for the anniversary. I was going for a cracked out Toni Basil thing. I think it might've worked. One of my [drunk as all hell] friends came up and put his hands on my hips to talk to me. Apparently we were in very close proximity and I hurt my neck looking up at him because I didn't realise how tall that motherfucker was. I remember noticing his goatee and asking why he was so hairy, which he laughed at profusely.
Last week, Dave got me a really beautiful ring which I will not take off and now feel naked without. I think it is abalone, but maybe I am wrong. I picked it out at a head shop. The only reason I was in said head shop was because of course we were looking for Patchouli oil.
We found it. I always get mad at people for being fadable, and this is an instance. Marty was not awake just now so I poured ice-water on him to wake him up. He is still pissed at me. I am lol-zorz all over the place. He was really mad at me so I poured it all over myself as well in order to prove that it didn't suck so much, but even though I was cold and drenched, he totally wasn't buying it.
I bet Dave would. Usually the shit I do to Dave is non-reciprocal, so I bet if I did that, it would be. I totally vommed today. I hope I am not pregnant. If I was like 10 years older would be like, "WOO PREGNANCY!!" but at present, I am not with a person who wants to have kids EVER. Kinda sucks.
I kinda want to have children since I already spawned like 20, but whatev. Later, I guess. My hands are tied.
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